Well Black Friday got me sick so over the weekend I didn’t get to the gym. Boo humbug. It was SUCH a weird weekend though! I worked Thursday night 10pm-7am Friday morning and it was unlike any other Black Friday in that we weren’t even really that busy. Then Saturday and Sunday it was the exact same we weren’t busy at all! Sooo weird compared to every other year I’ve worked it. Kinda nice though but a little boring at times haha. Sunday and yesterday I worked my butt off at the store! Feels good to be productive but today I have off and it’s much needed. I was going to go to the gym last night after work but didn’t :/. But I will be going today! Last week I was killing shit and felt awesome til I got sick! So now back to it!
I need to get my food under control again is what I gotta do! Black Friday of course we had a billion sweets and still have some left over. Ugh weakness. Haha but I gotta do what I gotta do. Today I need to take progress pics for coach and send in workouts! I need to get on a schedule again and not forget to do this over the weekend.
Waiting for my WARshorts to get hereeee! Eeeeee so freaking excited!!! :D
Also I moved back in with my parents idk if I wrote about that. About 3 weeks ago maybe … Seems longer. Things at the house weren’t working and I was pretty miserable. Like just negative because of the Atmosphere and the way we each do things it just wasn’t working. But since I’ve been back home my happiness and positivity is back! It’s sad being around people that bring out the worst in you. I know I shouldn’t of let that happen but I’m human and shit. But my family is supportive of me thank goodness lol. Also I just didn’t make it to the gym that much living there and idk. I can refocus on my goals because I was letting them slip and that should never happen. But I’m happy again and life is back to normal. :)
Hmm I can’t wait for the semester to be over!! It’ll be nice not having to think about school work for a month! I need to apply to brockport also over this break… Ahhhh!!’ Back to NY I CANT WAIT!!!!
Well that’s about it I think! Where are all my male bodybuilders at the lake 😔 hahaha or female I need a lifting buddy! Lame nobody down here that’s like me haha.
Hope everyone is doing amazing! Happy holidays!
When I say, ‘I love you,’ it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re a hell of a person.
Autumn makes me want to fall in love… Autumn feels like home to me.
Tell everyone you know: “My happiness depends on me, so you’re off the hook.” And then demonstrate it. Be happy, no matter what they’re doing. Practice feeling good, no matter what. And before you know it, you will not give anyone else responsibility for the way you feel - and then, you’ll love them all. Because the only reason you don’t love them, is because you’re using them as your excuse to not feel good.